you need a *b.u.n.a.d.o.l

寂寞，好了...?

2009-11-02T06:55:00.002+08:00

拼命的奢望　闷坏的胸口让我
想大声的呐喊
我努力不放
你冷淡　你让分手就这
样我连做梦也感觉受伤
一年过了　还是一天？　计算着慌张
计程车上的音响
我们最爱的情歌
这一刻却重重击破思念的心脏
夜深了我怎么办　寂寞了谁在身旁
心情变得好复杂　想她　念
她　恨她一个人你害怕吗
细数过满天星光说好永远
不分开　多假多假多假
让记忆长出翅膀飞翔
(没有你)心放空了　寂寞好了
坚强外表下　我脆弱　情人节开始失常
别人庆祝我却很失落秋天
过了　冬天漫长欢愉而感伤
我们天真的勇敢我们追求的梦
想舍不得也只能收藏旅行的时光
寂寞感冒全都可以好的
爱多甜　伤多痛　都释放

.........................

2009-11-01T14:47:00.003+08:00

there are times when you just can't held it but feel like u are a spare tyre.

you are put into blames for not trying when you exclude someone or you made someone felt left out. its not cool.

but its totally cool if people put you behind their back.

you detest yourself for thinking this way but the thorn just keeps drilling further until you felt pain. 1 time, 2 times, 3 times. and you thought its going to be alright. you would slap yourself for thinking otherwise

so

you found excuses for everything to make everyone saint, in the matterof fact for you to be less pathetic. every perceive motive is a greeting. You believe in the goodness of human nature therefore you are a bitch.

i need to stop myself.

i need a change of heart

A night of glory

2009-08-10T08:05:00.003+08:00

Well, another century just flew pass since I update.

There's something I have to 'give face' to and blog about.

Singapore 44th Birthday!!

I am sorry my dearest country but this is my third year celebrating overseas. 我也不想的。

I was again given the mission to join in SSA warzone of registration but it comes to a point you were so glad you belong to QUT when you see the queue over at UQ's side.

Nice and bad people come along you know, some people just hate to move their tiny fingy and type I am attending to rsvp. So no food don't give me black face ok, i am pretty innocent PR girl who can only tell you Sorry ah.

With some matrix visuals and noisy surroundings, the QUT committee and some helpful souls were slogging to put food la, clean up la,move table la, complain la and be crazy idiots.

We miss an hr or so of the parade but it was a whole loads of fun with a mixture of weirdos:

Examples as below:

Mr VP Julian Koh spilling out interesting facts from his mouth,

miss thailand boxer Ryo a.k.a Xiang wei making a fool out of himself being a full irritant to me, traitor from UQ - My dearest housemate Seany Lee

The malaysian who sounds like he's singing Chinese - Calyvn

Mr Dylan Su who you can hear his voice no matter how far

My sweetest honey darling Sheriiii ling

Lola lollipop who seems perfectly normal ytd but we know deep down in her heart was a ball of flames.

and our hao jie mei - GEORGINA Koh~!

sometimes its really the company that matters. :)

Well after the mayhem of washing up, we strolled back to school to catch the NDP muveeee!~

The theatre was so packed therefore the hardwrking souls cannot get their butts on comfy chairs but we did get a cosy stairway to stuff ourself in.

Wow, i didn't expect the parade to be so engaging, nice local musical styles although some dance could be more syncronise but who cares~!The night view of my Singapore was PERrrrrrfect!

I didn't expect the theatre crowd to be so sporting, singing along to the songs we grew up with and going hoo and haa on familiar conversations such as WEST VS EAST. Mr Vp turn to me and say , actually is quite proud to be Singaporean hor. Couldn't have agreed more on that day.

The significant 8.22pm came which was 10.22 to us. It was a moment of pride, the whole theatre pause the moment of gay and got serious. Brissie Singaporeans, regardless UQ or QUT looks untied for that moment. It followed by our National Anthem, I was never enthu to repeat it every normal morning of my secondary school life but I was that moment.

I told Ryo I want to go home. NOW!

sobs sobs. My singapore wait for me, don't go too fast ok, i scared I cannot catch up.

to share, i heard the little girl who was suppose to lead the pledge got into an accident 5 days ago the actual day. Now, she's still in coma. Her friends were crying when they took the pledge.

a moment of silence. Lets pray for her. with faith

昨天情人节

2009-02-15T00:19:00.003+08:00

本来想写今天情人节，却发现已经过了19分钟。

今天的我感觉像梁静如，

搭着地铁

大大的耳机

播着《靜茹&情歌》专辑

看着牵着手的情侣，眼神只有对方的恋人。

我好像静如在MV里每每扮演的旁观者。

爱情不容易，如果有，请你珍惜

如果没有，请你加油

詞／曲：嚴爵
編曲：嚴爵　朱敬然

如果我說愛我沒有如果
錯過就過你是不是會難過
若如果拿來當藉口
那是不是有一點弱

如果我說愛我沒有如果
真的愛我就放手一搏
還想什麼還怕什麼
快牽起我的手

有人說
世界上最遙遠的距離不是生與死
而是我就站在你面前你卻不知道我愛你
我常說
如果人類連愛一個人都被自己綁住
那世界末日已來到
不需要等到地球毀滅掉的那天

如果我說愛我沒有如果
錯過就過你是不是會難過
若如果拿來當藉口
那是不是有一點弱

如果我說愛我沒有如果
真的愛我就放手一搏
還想什麼還怕什麼
快牽起我的手

如果如果沒有如果如果如果
最後變成路過我也不能接受
錯過錯過不想錯過錯過錯過
我比你更難過我不會一錯再錯
(嗯這次不要再隨便錯過)

我常說
如果人類連愛一個人都被自己綁住
那世界末日已來到
不需要等到地球毀滅掉的那天

別怕太快樂
別怕失去我

如果我說愛我沒有如果
錯過就過你是不是會難過
若如果拿來當藉口
那是不是有一點弱

如果我說愛我沒有如果
真的愛我就放手一搏
還想什麼還怕什麼
快牽起我的手

快牽起我的手
如果我說愛我沒有如果
錯過就過你是不是會難過
若如果拿來當藉口
那是不是有一點弱

如果我說愛我沒有如果
真的愛我就放手一搏
還想什麼還怕什麼
快牽起我的手

若如果拿來當藉口
那是不是有一點弱

沒有如果

還想什麼還怕什麼
快牽起我的手

若如果拿來當藉口
那是不是有一點弱

如果我說愛我沒有如果
真的愛我就放手一搏
還想什麼還怕什麼
快牽起我的手

如果我說愛我沒有如果

MSN

2009-02-12T22:15:00.002+08:00

count the times when you typed

LOL

and you are really laughing so loud till the whole neighbourhood get a 'taste' of it.

or are you just frowning away and doing something more impt.

I reckon the winner as option two.

welcome to the world of reality in MSN, the culprit for misunderstandings

where faking is no risk , guessing is a must, headache is the side effect.

周崇庆

2009-02-12T10:25:00.004+08:00

他说他身高不高，长的也没有比别人帅

可他却是我一连串的访问下来，一言一语会回荡在脑海的人。

他叫周崇庆。

他很诚实，不做作也不吝啬的分享着自己精彩的人生和独特的际遇。

顿时我分外的投入，越缩越小

访问被他的故事牵引着，而不是我这个该问问题的傻妹。

他符合了我崇拜的三大因素“got experience, got substance, got attitude"

残忍的现实从他口中，变得悦耳许多。

早就知道自己有几平墨水，有几量重（我不是说体重HOR。），

努力的空间认真多的可以征服地球，现在范围又扩大到宇宙了。

不管在处事，知识或常识。

参观着933的播音室，我对一切都很好奇。他很主动的叫我问问题。

我惭愧，因为学习者是我，主动人却是他。

旁观着现场的实况，我只能用“快，狠，准”

对了

还有四个字

“太。好。笑。了！”

感激。感谢。这个能 take-away 的经验。

回家我一直想要怎么为他的访问做预告。我希望认识的人更认识他。不认识的去认识他。

因为两者听完都不会有后悔。

我是说真的。

单和双

2009-02-07T23:36:00.005+08:00

单

是皱着眉头的独立人

一个口，被迫和自己对话

说的只是一个人的故事

身旁的宽阔，冲塞了过分的自由

好人说它独立，坏人说它孤独

它不是复杂，只是一个字却笔画太多，太沉重

竖起它的十字架，它虔诚，它祈祷，它蜕变

它化身成‘又’，找寻它失散的另一个‘又’

紧紧的拉着，依靠，再也不离开。

*bun
some random thots

新年快乐

2009-02-07T10:27:00.004+08:00

阿信说：

“聽著窗外不停止的遙遠鞭炮聲，麻將聲，來往的車聲，
幸福如果有聲音，聽起來就像這樣吧？
農曆年，是強迫每個人都要快樂的日子”

真的。。我点同。

身边的大人都说不爱新年，这样不会快乐吧。

过了七七八八的新年，大家还好吗？

幸福持续，温暖要加温

我的梦

2009-02-07T00:54:00.002+08:00

现实是残酷的，如果大家都拥有自己喜欢的职业

那还会有人倒垃圾吗

大家都在为了生存而奋斗，生活好像渐渐被活埋

有时看到别人的坚持，我很羡慕。

这个时代，坚持是一种动力，也是完成不可能任务的借口。

我的缺点,我万分了解。

我害怕我的坚持被别人看成愚蠢，所以我容易放弃，更容易沉默

我不坚持，所以慢慢蜕变成惰性。

我常认为一个人的人生是活在一连串的恶性循环。

就像你接二连三的被10个男人抛弃，我以前会认为那是命。

现在我认为那是一种没有自我反省的状况。

现在我想改变。会不会来不及？

我的梦因该不愚蠢，一步一脚印，开始积极，开始付出

平凡不是不好，但在它之前挑战自己的可能。

专注 + 努力 + 人气

Henderson Walk

2009-01-18T23:30:00.012+08:00

Have been complaining to sandee lately about making a shift of our outings to something else apart from ktv, shopping and eating.

Is Singapore that boring...? !!!!
alrights, i heard the large assembly of YESSSSS!

So for the start of my revolution, i step upon the Henderson walk with the bun family.

With 3 aunties and 2 uncles on board.

Auntie Mrs Gan, my dearest sister refuse to abandon her umbrella on this exceptionally sunny day in comparison with the recent breezy early evenings and seems like she have climbed 10 km of trails even before attempting this stroll,inheriting apparently from her mother .

The walk is a 'sporting' event, i am pretty sure you could tell.

Eh hello. Excuse me. You all think this is the Great Wall of China ah.
Human is just so destructive in the means to prove their 'great' existence.

As the weather gets alot cooler, the beauty of singapore surfaced as we reached the Henderson wave, a.k.a i call it BRIDGE.

The new additions of auntie and uncle gan

And the walk holds great invention! and we must say it compliments our un glamness...

I had this unusual urge of jogging all the way down the walk at the end of the day , I have to say this place contains magical powers which allows me fulfil the urge.

GOOD JOB , the architects and designers of the new hang out!

Do give this place a chance although it ended my trip with a flustered

face , sweaty clothes and mayb a lighter body?! ...oh welll.......

五月天

2009-01-05T22:40:00.015+08:00

有一些人事物原来可以喜欢很久，很久。人生海海，志明与春娇。。。

等等的等等。原来过了这么久我还是会唱
一月四日2009年，我出席了五月天，[真正的快乐]新歌飙唱会。
户外，凉风。很特别

但更特别的事，我带上了MEDIAPASS
从来没想过。。这么快有机会。。虽然经过一些小插曲。

沉闷的澳洲生活在2008年有了些许的变化。我既然当了DJ。机会在你最不留意的当儿，悄悄爬进。虽然我还是极度讨厌我的重鼻音和发音。。。
而机会也在我回国度假时，依然紧跟着不放。谢谢。原来老天可能爱我。

谢谢.有MOMO的姐姐相助。

"Next to you, I feel like a kid. A learning apprentice. "

这场演唱会我挡在所有歌迷前面，2metres的距离。五月天暖暖从我面前升起。我是MEDIA哦，我拼命的告诉自己。但始终I AM STILL A LITTLE FAN。

我留意到打鼓的不是冠右。阿信说冠右的岳父过世了。冠右之前还有一边打鼓，一边流泪的迹象。就算他们不是 MAYDAY,画面依旧辛酸。人生啊。。

但演唱会依旧没有让我失望。没亲身体验，你不会了解。他们很投入，他们真的爱音乐。五月天是属于台上的。

我很GENG，媒体区没人站。我不做EXTRA。我只能用力合唱写着资料。

坐着的双腿按耐的很辛苦。憋死了。终于933的佩芬站了。拉着MOMO的姐姐。我毫不犹豫的也跟上。这才是对的。阿信离我好近，好爽。

他们的HIGH，有着很严重的传染力。带着不做作的互动，让台上台下玩成一团。

阿信说台北倒数的时候很多人看，他走音了~~他因该很懊恼。

他说今天唱不好，他不想再上台了。
可爱，认真
别说我偏袒，我觉得那是他的真心话。而那天的表演足以掩盖一切

“想念如果會有聲音不願那是悲傷的哭泣
事到如今終於讓自己屬於我自己只剩眼淚還騙不過自己”
突然好想你

“這世界笑了於是妳合群的一起笑了當生存是規則不是你的選擇”
你不是真正的快樂

“期待著彩虹所以開了窗窗外只有灼熱閃光
所謂的彩虹不過就是光
只要心還透明就能折射希望”
我心中尚未崩壞的地方

这是阿信的词，五月天的想法
不要在没有看过歌词，就说五月天的歌不好听。
我喜欢阿信，因为他写的宛如看透每个人类，植入心里，而试图把好的坏的都唤醒然后反省。
他把普通人的事，美美的写成了诗。

想不通时，听听MAYDAY~~我是说真的

五月天一百分！

后续

一月五日。我联防到了五月天。面对面。靠近的我快神经错乱。但是我是来访问的!题目，资料都准备了。欠缺的是-胆和一把洪亮的DJ嗓音。不过还好，我有问道！三题！请别鄙视我。

虽然很不满意自己的表现，但他们是包涵了我的血，汗和颤抖才完成的。But I still seriously needa BUCK UP.....woooooo

Song songs to recommand~~Part 1

2008-10-05T13:05:00.004+08:00

1)林峰，Vincy - 明天以后

Quite a regular kind of duet from hongkong but sort of the best I have heard recently. Partly due to my love for raymond and vincy's voice also.
\\Please do listen to the canto one instead. The mando version can never as usual surpass the kind of expressions and dictations they have in their home language.
\\If your impression with vincy was and is still with SUPERSTAR, please freaking wake up. She has improved so much so that it can easily sounds better than Joey yung which isn't too hard anyway.
\\And also if your idea of lam fung is he look hot and mayb can act, He for goodness sake can sing too! yea ok, i agree i might be bias. but how often can you be everything ok.

2) Superman - 倪子冈

//If you are addicted to this show with three hot guys, you should basically able to memorise the essence of this song or rap you might call.
//this might sound like a piece of crap to most people. but its lyrics is way beyond cute to me. have been trying to find some sophiscated word to describe but i just had to use "屌！”
// A little about 倪子冈, he's this guy who wrote Elva's “表白” and if my ears didn't betray me,he was the one who did the ultimate foolish rap inside.

"Loser
那边有人要找你签名
他想要提醒
自己不要像你
Loser 怎么写个L
写不下去
啊忘记你英文太烂
还差点留级"

3)林俊杰 - 醉赤壁

// was a lil disappointed initially at the lead of the song where JJ starts singing as it was totally contradicting to the intro music which was magnificent for a grand show like “赤壁”.
//but it soon came on track again with its chorus and with a few repeats, you will be engrossed in his voice again.
//you seriously don't have to read who wrote the lyrics to know it. yes a hint -,jay chou best friend.

4) 郭静-知道

//it took an ah beng to recommand me this song.
"read the lyrics" quote from ah beng ray.

//I have always love 郭静 songs, not much of her voice, more of the compositions.
others you might want to listen for a start is "我不想忘记你”,"麻雀”，“心墙”

Close system

2008-09-20T07:53:00.002+08:00

I have never been so emotionally tired out, yes I have been a happy kid.

maybe I am overacting it

there's two much assumptions, i guess both sides.

WE never dare to ask

WE just like to think the worse out of everything.

I did try, i swear. But i was shove out...

mayb my approach was wrong, noone hears me.

I am not good in handling

i failed, badly..........

so much things happened, but yet, i dunno what happen.

you don't have to talk, you can scream

we need an open system.....

Resolution from 5 June onwards

2008-06-05T18:13:00.002+08:00

1) Stop being a push over

2) Stand up for yourself

3) Be smart...I mean Smart smart you know...

and win the POWERBALL 50 MILLION QUICKPICK later......

may the force be with me.....

加油！中国

2008-05-21T06:50:00.003+08:00

When something so tremendous happened,

you won't bear much grudges , really

quoting (sandee,2008) 'I shall hold my breath and see them in a different light.'

natural disaster is cruel

if god had witness the devastated survivors ,would he stopped this painful lesson at all cause?

I wonder?

But now,

controversial aftermath can bring nuthing back

its a heavy price to understand the world care and the significant of unity.

we can only reflect on any mistakes

pray for the souls and bless the families

四川加油! 中国加油！奥运加油！

千山万水 - 周杰伦

作词: 方文山作曲:周杰伦

千山万水无数黑夜等一轮明月
梦的边陲风吹不灭从不感疲惫
东方无愧第一是谁让我们追求完美
我态度坚决面朝北平地一声雷
做好准备这一回起跑后绝不撤退
痛快一起努力的感觉
我们拥有同样的机会
梦想挟带眼泪咸咸的汗水
你我同个世界爱从中穿越
梦与希望在飞我向前去追
有目标就不累等着我超越
(京腔:)超越千山万水无数黑夜一轮明月
梦的边陲风吹不灭从不感疲惫
东方无愧第一是谁我追求完美
态度坚决面朝北平地一声雷
东方无愧第一是谁让我们追求完美
我态度坚决面朝北平地一声雷
做好准备这一回起跑后绝不撤退
痛快一起努力的感觉
我们拥有同样的机会
梦想挟带眼泪咸咸的汗水
你我同个世界爱从中穿越
梦与希望在飞我向前去追
有目标就不累等着我超越
梦想挟带眼泪咸咸的汗水
你我同个世界爱从中穿越
梦与希望在飞我向前去追
有目标就不累等着我超越
远远抛开一切过千山万水

The two freaking talented human.....

林宥嘉神秘嘉賓

2008-05-16T09:17:00.005+08:00

神秘嘉賓 - 林宥嘉
曲：鄭楠詞：陳信延

我踩著夢的階梯走進了一座迷霧森林
誰的心事被天使竊聽泛起漣漪

時間它幫我設計下一秒誰是神秘嘉賓
小心翼翼揭開了面具掌聲鼓勵

誰闖進我的場地誰讓我措手不及
我早就預備的劇情妳卻給我一筆
狡猾地致命地正中我紅心

我跟誰變得親密誰逐漸離我遠去
華麗演出共襄盛舉唯有妳的背影
友情客串卻留下刻骨銘心的回憶

妳按了我的門鈴我終於從呵欠中甦醒
緊張兮兮對妳說一句歡迎光臨

全場觀眾都離席剩下我還在原地尋覓
耳邊聽著謝幕的歌曲走不出去

誰闖進我的場地誰讓我措手不及
我早就預備的劇情妳卻給我一筆
狡猾地致命地正中我紅心

我跟誰變得親密誰逐漸離我遠去
華麗演出共襄盛舉唯有妳的背影
友情客串卻留下刻骨銘心的回憶

我搬到誰的隔壁誰成了我的鄰居
鳴謝生命有妳參與笑納我的邀請
曲終人散卻寫下不會結束的結局

I was at Tea etc. buying my favourite Yuan yang the other day when the taiwanese played this song through the radio. For a moment i wanted to scream to someone! 宥嘉's new song LEHHhh!

You realise how much you love something when you miss it for such a long time.

You don;t have to see him to know his voice, thats the power mannn....(cries)

'hearting' 宥嘉's voice like so much.

星光一is uncomparable!!

its one album that i can part 20 bucks without much pain.

2008-05-10T19:45:00.002+08:00

For a moment

bun thought Australia's weather was such a complimentary that any bacteria attacking her will rebound.

karma has it's way with the ideal moment to strike

bun is declared sick.

she is absolutly killing trees with her tissue usage

and she has two exams coming her way.

*skips around madly

my textbooks are luring me to sleep

and

the growl of my stomach is seducing me to feast.

Sad

2008-04-24T09:08:00.002+08:00

I just got back my lst crap results, trust me,its some rubbish grade.

Sad

Because I really spend time on it

Sad

Because I start to doubt my ability

Sad

because i am just sad..........

and while being sad, i went to scoop peanut butter and eat for whatever psychology reasons.

and the more saddening reason to be sad is in which after i read

3 teaspoons of peanut butter is 92 calories. this is madness!!!

ok I sad finish,

smile and face my bloody piles of assignments =)

bun is stronger than what she thinks

nuthing can bring me down

When you see your classmate

2008-04-15T18:37:00.002+08:00

Australia VS

Bun :Heys

angmoh :Heys silvia, how is it going

Bun: Yeah I am fine. How are you?

angmoh: owwoh...I am so tired. I have so many assignments to rush. Its CRAZY

Bun: AW。Me too, thats awful yea.

Singapore VS

Bun: OEI

Bun's kakia :OEI，你来LAR。

Bun：Wah，怎样!你的WEEKEND

Bun's kakia :什么WEEKEND，assignment Sibei 多。

Bun：是LAR，BUAY-TA-HAN LEH

I heart singlish //

lols

Bye Bye - Mariah Carey

2008-04-11T21:02:00.005+08:00

I love this song ://

really meaningful ,accompanied by a beautiful voice

to all out there ,that had lost something or someone important //

Bye bye-Mariah Carey
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters,
brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause
we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me alive
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
It's something more than saying "I miss you"
But when we talked too
All them grown full things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

[ Chorus ]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm bragging right next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

(Bye Bye [ 3x ] ) Bye bye

And you never got the chance to
[ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/LueX ]
see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to
me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

[ Chorus ]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the world to see your face
And I'm bragging right next to you (?)
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

(bye bye bye bye bye bye [ 3x ] ) Bye bye

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters,
brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandfather
Lift your head to the sky 'cause
we will never say bye

[ Chorus ]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the world to see your face
And I'm bragging right next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

Cherish your girl

2008-04-07T18:39:00.002+08:00

\\got this from somewhere, guys please read it. :)

发脾气的女孩

假如有一天，她不在为你生气。。。。

留下的只有漆黑的房间，慌乱的心跳，述说著心灵深处的痛楚。那寂寞的思念，那暗淡的惆怅，还有那幸福的幻觉，独自呓语

永远不会发脾气的女人就如同一杯白开水-解渴，却无味。

你迟到，她向你发脾气，是因为她紧张你，她怕你出了什麽意外。

你抽烟，她向你发脾气，是因为她担心你的身体健康。

你喝酒，她向你发脾气，是因为她担心你酒醉後没有人照顾，感觉到孤单，更怕你在酒吧会出什么事，留下她一个人，她希望跟你长长久久，白头到老。

你身上被发现有别的女人香，她向你发脾气，是因为她在乎你，你是她的所有，她不想跟别人分亨你。

你臭袜子乱扔，她向你发脾气，是因为她关心你，她怕有一天你会被自己的臭袜子淹没，所以她要先把你训练好。

你忘记她的生日，她向你发脾气，是因为她对你有所期待，她并不会要求一个陌生人记住她的生日。

女人是最讲理的动物，她的脾气往往导因於各式各样的理由。

女人也是最不讲理的动物，她的理由经常令人无法理解。

女人可以为了一件小得不能再小的事，发一场大得不能再大的脾气。因为女人对身边的男人有所要求，有所期望，所以常常会失望；失落。

因此，女人容易对男人发脾气。身边有个会向你发脾气的女人，其实是一件多麽幸福的事！

而身边有一个会让自己发脾气的男人，是对女人最大的折磨，也是莫大的幸福。

珍惜你身边那个爱生气的女人，因为会发脾气的女人最可爱了

~ 想想，假如有一天，她不在为你生气。。。。

do you understand why she's always angry now?

Time waits for no bun

2008-04-07T12:40:00.003+08:00

Time seriously doesn't wait for me,

I remembered cursing on the abundant time i can embrace last semester.

whats been happening around me that 'home' becomes much of a place to sleep and rush assignments.

distractions, distractions and more distractions.....

Like what my mother and friends asked while web caming, have you been studying?

I wish to say yes with dignity and pride but yet i faltered with some guilt.

bun is not a clever girl. In fact, she's stupid in many aspects of life. The talented people around her are pressuring, everyone seems to be exceling in something but her.

If thats the case, you blame no one but yourself.

Work harder ,thats what you came for.

some things thats just not within control, drop it.

Smile and face life again. :)

Impressed

2008-04-02T08:19:00.003+08:00

"以前我一直以为只要人够真诚就能得到世界的认可，但是最终还是被社会的现实打败了，没有一个美丽的外表，更多的时候人们甚至不屑去了解你的内在，所以为了让更多的人知道我们是好人，身为女人，生命不息减肥不止……"

http://hi.baidu.com/honey36/blog/item/5bded0fc74ee2382b801a097

Chubby showed me this the other day, totally impressed.......
给女人无限的勇气。。鼓掌。。。！
bun bun 努力。。。！
but bun hungry again......

Blessed

2008-04-01T18:24:00.000+08:00

Yes we are all not mushy mushies friends,

We don't shower each other with expensive gifts,

We seldom praise one another,

We don't do stayovers and paint nails,

But

We love to sing together n comment like professonals

We enjoy gossiping anything under the sun and have q and a sessions.

We encourage each other in weird ways

We always laugh like nobody's business

Look at yan daos and chio bu and drool

Be unglam like nobody's watching

Msn until I have to delete my history like every other day.

Eat buffet unil won't lugi but regret after that and wants to go on diet together.

I am sorry mummy, but there's many things i can only open up to them

Yes i think its fated.......

no its not love its friendship~~

Maybe

ten years later

we will bring our handsome husband ( be it jay chou, danson or bosco look alike)

and adorable kids

to ktv.............

Random Part 2

2008-03-30T17:29:00.004+08:00

Date:1403 and 1103
Location : Pancake House and Bubble tea shop
Motive : Nuaz-ing....

Not innocent, not cute boy

Guess guess? whose the main focus?

Random Part 1

2008-03-30T15:16:00.008+08:00

Life has been a little too overwhelm these days. No, I don't hate it but I can't exactly adapt to it. Mixed feelings are hard to explain so thou salt not....

Random 08032008 -
Location: Vanny's Housy
Motive :Drink and laugh like mad people

This is how people get fat.........

ah niang can't keep his eyes away from the drinks.......酒鬼

Kiko Kiko Kiko

2008-03-20T14:36:00.002+08:00

smiles......

Joanna Wong *start from here

2008-03-14T07:42:00.003+08:00

她的声音让我想起很久以前那个最初的自己。。。。

让我在不知所措的时候，安静的聆听。。

让我静静的思考。。

让一切归零，
Lets Start from here。。
giving up, why should i
we＇ve come to far to forget
we＇re beautiful, we just got lost
somewhere along the way
so much was missing when you went away
let＇s start from here, lose the past
change our minds, we don＇t need a finish line
let＇s take this chance not think too deep
of all those promises we couldn＇t seem to keep
i don＇t care where we go
let＇s start from here
standing here face to face
a finger on your lips
don＇t say a word don＇t make a sound
silence surrounds us now
even when you were gone i felt you everywhere
let＇s start from here, lose the past
change our minds, we don＇t need a finish line
let＇s take this chance not think too deep
of all those promises we couldn＇t seem to keep
i don＇t care where we go
let＇s start from here
let＇s start from here
i＇ve never been the one to open up
but you＇ve always been the voive within
the only warmth from my cold heart
let＇s start from here, lose the past
change our minds, we don＇t need a finish line
let＇s take this chance not think too deep
of all those promises
let＇s start from here, lose the past
change our minds
we don＇t need a finish line
let＇s take this chance not think too deep
of all those promises we couldn＇t seem to keep
i don＇t care where we go
let＇s start from here
let＇s start from here
let＇s start from here
let＇s start from here

Scream

2008-03-12T13:59:00.005+08:00

I am suffering serious mood swings these few days due to every little things, situations and people. Times just comes when you starts to doubt yourself, the way you manage things and the way people sees you. The harder you try the more things starts crashing down, just what's happening?

I swear I am insane. Please don't ask me why. I just want to scream..

(starts hynotising)
I am a happy girl, I am optimistic...I am v.fortunate.....I love to smile......"chants on..

I need to

2008-03-09T20:24:00.003+08:00

I need to keep myself busy, Real busy.

I need to stop pretending, or shall I?

I need to stop expecting things that doesn;t belongs to me

I need to know what matters to me doesn't applies to all

I need to learn how to cherish.

I need to understand I should and must be a happy girl.

我学着坚强

坚强到不用学着不想

bun♥唐禹哲

2008-03-06T09:52:00.002+08:00

♥. 唐禹哲 ♥.Danson ♥

Bun is so in ♥.

She feels like an overage teenager

who cannot resist cute boys that can sing

in dreamy dreamy land..pls don't pop my bubble *evil stares

最爱还是你。。。

Random

2008-03-05T12:16:00.000+08:00

got this phrase randomly down the net

“如果爱变成了双刃剑，是该弃剑而逃，还是继续伤害呢？”

ouch,I can't exactly choose// both ways are painful.....

Surfer's Paradise

2008-03-03T18:43:00.000+08:00

阳光宅女 finally step out of unilodge into real sun. If you think beach refers to swimming and beach ball,you are heading the wrong direction. My one experience yesterday tells me that its all about drinking sea water,eating sand and self torturing session. But strangly with all the attributes as mentioned,we were laughing like a bunch of siao char bos.

oh charbos includes Rui. *smiles

Typical singaporeans dun head for the waters straight away one, they rest lst. Plege loyalty to S'pore. and Whats the rush,take photos lst lar.

Kinda hard to find photos that doesn't expose my elephant thighs and bouncy tummy
Thanks to princess for letting me hide behind although it seriously doesn't help much.

We than HEAD for the waters. Phew! Finally. But due to the un-glamness of the whole process.

No photos will be shown.

Its even more unglam than this,i swear whole-heartedly.

Later of the day,when interviwing Miss Pauline, she stated that we resembled doing aqua aerobics haft the time,stuck at the same spot like forever. Well, let me explain the morale of our silly actions. Whenever you try to get further in the sea,the big waves approaches and sweeps you back on shore and before you even manage to stand up again to shout the "WAH LAO",you get knock over by another one and roll into one another....

so by the end of the day. Thats what happened to all of us.

Stuck

2008-03-03T10:48:00.000+08:00

Well,being stuck at kelvin grove campus in between my lectures. If it just wasn't a waste of time to go home,I will// Definately.

Angmohs does not necssary live up to their Fake politeness ,at least it doesn't applies to all of them.

Firstly,eating alone is not sad,

making your own bread instead of losing money to subway is not either

But having an angmoh share a secluded area you just found is only haft the level towards sadness

The ultimate sadness that top the charts is when you try the angmoh style of friendliness and say Hi .he ignore you and you look like miss dumb dumb.

Going for group meetings now. Hope the angmohs will be a lil more plesant.

苏打绿左边

2008-02-29T17:45:00.000+08:00

I guess I will just turn my blog into a music station..bleh. We will see.

Anyway, I got freak out by Soda green 吴青峰 and thats a two thumbs up compliment. Whats up with his seems damn easy to reach high pitch. Got me blown away totally. I think I will just BAWL OUT if I had the chance to hear him live,not even that mayb if I listen to him to sleep.

收拾好旧时光的伤口
投靠了陌生的河流
时间往前冲冲散了你和我
冲散心跳脉搏回忆寄放窗口

粉刷好旧屋檐的巷口
掩埋了泪眼的斑驳
在转角之后扣上故事门锁
请你张开双手让我死在怀中
握你的左手
散落在我手中的是温柔
曾经给你太多
伤心过后总会宽阔
握你的温柔
散落在我心中的是错过
我需要寂寞来抚摸
雨季中百花凋落过后的沉默

握你的左手
散落在我手中的是温柔
曾经给你太多
伤心过后总会宽阔
握你的温柔
散落在我心中的是错过
我需要寂寞来抚摸
雨季中百花凋落过后的沉默
也许就逐渐忘了有多久

Dear Cousin

2008-01-22T23:04:00.000+08:00

杨宗纬 - 鸽子

我们是想飞向蓝天的鸽子
确定方向不会迷失
跟着快乐王子一起寻找幸福的地址

我们是永远充满爱的鸽子迎着风张开双翅
保持优美的滑翔姿势 forever就是我们的坚持
有一种感动它的名字叫念旧就算衬衫有点皱球鞋有点破
就算乡音有点难懂我却是情有独钟尤其是这一路陪伴的老朋友
放下沉重的包袱心灵从此解脱换上夹脚拖鞋双脚重获自由
最难过的难过我也已经度过不要忘记我们曾想要飞翔的梦

Just wana dedicate you this song, We will all be good and so will you. Rest well, Don't worry.
You are free now.

原地

2008-01-08T23:37:00.000+08:00

当别人的生活开始精彩

我开始怀疑我的白纸人生

好像什么都在原地，没有很兴奋，可没有多难过。

知足，我知道它的意思

幸福，我也知道它一直在手心

简单，可能是好的

可人是讨厌的动物

永远不满足。。。。。。

Sandee Birthday cum Bun is back!!!

2007-12-05T22:49:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SANDEEEE!!
AND GLAD TO ANNOUCE I am back! Just some photossss.....of my long miss KTV

Lovey Dovey.....plus we saved money on the birthday cake as sandee made her own tiramisu cake.辛苦了。。

The 3 'chio bus' of rocks..........

with the hippest ns who haven yet gotten his license....

Our favourite couple and photo of the day :)

I have to confess.....

2007-10-30T20:27:00.001+08:00

I have to confess to the many people in Singapore that the one I miss the most is not YOU...YOU and you over there.

its her.................

I miss my little lazy baby............i so wana squeeze your fluffy face through the webcam

想太多。。。

2007-10-23T14:31:00.000+08:00

最近，

怕吃太多，又怕吃不饱。。。

怕太少朋友，又怕讨厌的人太多。。。

怕嫁不出去，又怕找不到工作做。。。

怕太多东西做，又怕太无聊。。。

怕没钱赚，又怕太多钱给人家抢。。。

怕自己想不够，又怕想太多。。。

So 故事的结尾，让我送上李玖哲的“想太多”凡事有想就好了。。。

你笑着说他是朋友但你眼中太温柔
我的不安那么沉重只有你不懂
他霸占了你的心中属于我的角落
所以你说我们不是你和我
是我想太多你总这样说但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说这是唯一能安慰我的理由
他霸占了你的心中属于我的角落
所以你说我们不是你和我
是我想太多你总这样说但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说这是唯一能安慰我的理由
我想我没有错怪了什么
虽然你不说或许错在我
太晚我才懂爱了你太多
是我想太多你总这样说但你却又有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说这是唯一能安慰我的理

ENERGY 天生反骨

2007-10-14T11:23:00.000+08:00

1.天生反骨
演唱者：阿弟、書偉、坤達、小剛
敢夢的人不知道惶恐敢
鬥的人不知道退後now fight

千萬不要難過別自取屈辱
盡管擋在前方我從來都沒在乎
為反對而反對不是我的路
我只是不想讓機車的人太舒服
白色的繃帶下和我的憤怒
乘車在墳墓中也會對現狀不服
你累了就說吧怕了就逃吧
不服就哭總之你別管我
so fight 我不怕失敗
你的拳頭越快越狠我變越跩
小心真面目抖出來
殘酷遊戲規則從不放棄否則
我輸給了原則違背自己萬萬不可

你說我有不服輸的血統
只要我敢衝天生反骨放手一搏

我說人生有褒貶才算活
就算過生活我要讓整個世界都服我

就算眼光閃爍身體也顫抖
我都不會被誰瞧不起說沒用
如果勝利女神靜止了笑容
那是被我奮戰背影感動

so fight 我不怕失敗
你的拳頭越快越狠我變越跩
小心真面目抖出來
殘酷遊戲規則從不放棄否則
我輸給了原則違背自己萬萬不可

敢夢敢作不該惶恐更不能退縮
不怕犧牲一切往前走

I am no longer their avid fan but I still admire them for their 'Never say die' spirit.
Just a little publicity that their new album is out now with a new member . :)

新加坡TOP10

2007-10-11T20:53:00.000+08:00

我怀念的

10. Ya-Kun面包，thai Express
9. teh-si xiu dai and 大猪包 behind Incity Loft
8. Liang Xia Street 之阿chew 糖水
7. West coast :2 dola 鸡饭，豆花 & the 鱼片米粉
6. 60cents, 2 for 1.20 roti prata`
5. Clementi market:Carrot cake ，Wanton mee
4. Anywhere de Nasi lemak
3. 翡翠拉面~~~~~~~~~~
2。Plaza hotel 吃到肥，不肥
1。家常便饭之：白暂鸡，Salmon bones, 大葱煎蛋。。。n the n the。。。。

and 现在the angmoh outside very 之noisy。 Pls Shuddup。

Brisbane Riverfire Fireworks 2007!!

2007-09-03T08:57:00.001+08:00

Great! the fireworks starts at 730 and guess wad, we are there at 230. *smiles

****************************************************************************
but hor,who says kiasu is the defination for singaporeans only,huge no's of angmohs were already crowding out the place with their own foldable chairs. Jialat lehh...so we wait.....zzzzzzzz

our junkies

wait,eat......

wait,eat......n wait and eat again.....

and again,with the delicious pin wheel Pauline insisted she played an impt part of preparation.

and then its photo time!!!

Pauline & Sher

sher,me & vann

and i finally wore my 5 bucks sunnies................i stress 5 BUCKS okie.

time flies...that is aeroplanes ok. not birds. an angmoh look at my cam screen and said I had taken a great photo. wahahaha...he must be blind.

Riverfire Fireworks Commence!!!

This was definately worth the wait.
Thanks for spending millions to pre-celebrate my birthday Brisbane..lolx. so long

星光幫-因為我相信

2007-08-12T09:18:00.000+08:00

Great song!!
Its MUCH MORE better than singapore Superstar mannnnn...
Please do forgive their not so dashing appearance and amateur expression.
but their voices rocks.....

因為我相信作詞：陳信延　作曲：Sean Hosein/Dane Deviller/Pamela Sheyne
編曲：洪敬堯　
演唱：星光幫10強
林宥嘉：恩喔～　耶～　喔恩～
周定緯：你說的每一句話　像首歌反覆傳唱　　　　
儲存在我的心上　怎麼可能把它遺忘
林宥嘉：後來故事變得怎樣　我們的手依然不放　　　　
我所有的悲傷　習慣有你陪伴　怎捨得　再重返孤單

楊宗緯+李宣榕：答應你　我不會離去
楊宗緯：我們只是　短暫的分離
許仁杰：我會在附近　緊握著回憶　陪著你前進(楊宗緯：喔～)
楊宗緯：答應我　你不會哭泣　我們有過那麼多約定
許仁杰：因為我相信　只要我相信　就會有奇蹟(林宥嘉：哼～)
劉明峰：你說的我都體諒　我的秘密鎖在你眼眶
潘裕文：我們從不同過往　並肩走向同一個方向
盧學叡：夢的重量壓在我肩上
盧學叡+謝震廷：所幸有你分一些承擔
安伯政+謝震廷：滿天的星光　把每一步照亮　所以我們不會走散
楊宗緯：答應你　我不會離去(周定緯：我不會離去)
盧學叡：我們只是　短暫的分離
林宥嘉：我會在附近　緊握著回憶　陪著你前進(周定緯：陪著你前進)
周定緯：答應我　你不會哭泣(李宣榕：不再哭泣)
周定緯：我們有過那麼多約定
許仁杰：因為我相信　只要我相信　就會有奇蹟
林宥嘉：過去一個人　偶爾嘆息　也曾想過要放棄
許仁杰：如今不為自己
楊宗緯：也要為了你　笑著讓夢延續(楊宗緯：喔～)

合唱：答應你　我不會離去(楊宗緯：我不會離去)　　　
我們只是　短暫的分離(謝震廷：的分離　喔～耶～)　　　
我會在附近　緊握著回憶　陪著你前進(楊宗緯：喔～)　　　
答應我　你不會哭泣(楊宗緯：Never Every Cry)我們有過那麼多約定　　　
因為我相信　只要我相信　就會有奇蹟

Food Food FOOD!!!

2007-08-06T11:15:00.001+08:00

Food you can find no where but unit 1608,Unilodge. Don't they just look appetizing... Gosh...

SUSHI
lst you put EVERYTHING on a piece of seaweed. then you wrap lor,its as simple as that.

Than you will see this.....................

Which was a purposeful demo of what's not the correct way..............

and TA-Ta........

chicken breastmeat

The outer appearance is always deceiving....look into the inner side. Its the famous microwave omelette rice.

Salmon carrot

My healthy sandwich with a mis-touched of too much thousand island.

A recipe by dudee. Everything is good except for the noodles...erm..yeah

The truth of sunday

2007-08-05T14:39:00.001+08:00

I was soooo upset by MISS SANDY TNAY recently, because she doubted the credibility of my Sunday photo.
*shakes head* x 10
Here's a couple more photos.

If anyone still have doubts, Please take flights to brisbane, air tickets are not provided.

A Glimpse of Brisbane at random

2007-08-02T21:24:00.001+08:00

View outside my room

Garden next to the Uni

A 'chio bu' in front of her school

Not photoshop. I swear.

2007-08-02T11:01:00.000+08:00

Some random quote of the day

"这个世界应该还不算太糟，对不对？”

Cheers.............

I am in Brisbane!!

2007-07-30T18:02:00.000+08:00

For anyone's information :)

I am in Brisbane!!!!

and its freaking cold..................
and I am starting to miss my lazy life back in "26 Mas kuning"

I have too much to blog, so lets start with A lil bit

PART01-Singapore Changi Airport
Where the custom officer asked me for another passport because I brought my pink bear along....
Where The bun's family and bun's Jiemeis send me off

Jiemei #1

Jiemei #2

Erm...Jiemei #3 :)aka "In-est Ns Man in s'pore"

and also Jiemei #1's boyfriend,whom I don't really like taking photo with because HE HAS A SMALL HEAD compared to mine.

We are the Powder Puff girls!!! Dudee, Bunabee n Chubbubee!

Nah I don't miss them. I miss ktv...........

and finally.....

My Bun of 6 family and one soon to be???

to be continued.................

and if anyone miss me pls print this out okie dokie

Cheers.......